I love all the hustle and bustle in my life but sometimes its just too much. Right now I should be doing school so I can catch up however it seems that every time I am about to start I am pulled in another direction or having to calm my wild child down. Every moment its a cartoon theme song in my head, cleaning, or having these words come out of my mouth: "Would you like a peach muffin, biscuit, corn bread, or hushpuppys?"!
I just feel like I need some quiet time, maybe a day on the beach, or some spa time. I think I just need a girls day just for me! Noone else BUT me!! I went shopping the other day with my gift card at Rue 21 and that was one of the greatest hours of my year thus far. No 3 year old asking me a million questions, no running 50 thousand refills to the same table and only getting tipped 2 dollars.
Don't get me wrong...I love those moments when me and my girl are rolling around tickling each other or we have a family grocery shopping trip. (However I would have to say that grocery trips to the store by myself are always refreshing). I love those family dinners or those big family hugs we have every night before we go to bed. I love these things and wouldn't trade it for the world however sometimes I need some quite time.
I love my daughter with all of my heart but sometimes I just want a date night without my sweet girl. I just want out of this house more, Sometimes I feel I am being smothered by everything that I have going on. Its overwelming at times and sometimes the only one holding me together is God.
Every day is something new and every day I can start over and try to attempt to finish everything on my list. However most of the time that does not happen. I can't always finish everything and I am not perfect, I love that no matter what is happening and how not perfect I am that I am still a total princess and amazing in God's eyes.
Yes I would have to say that I completely complained throughout this whole blog post but heck sometimes you just gotta vent.....
I just feel like I need some quiet time, maybe a day on the beach, or some spa time. I think I just need a girls day just for me! Noone else BUT me!! I went shopping the other day with my gift card at Rue 21 and that was one of the greatest hours of my year thus far. No 3 year old asking me a million questions, no running 50 thousand refills to the same table and only getting tipped 2 dollars.
Don't get me wrong...I love those moments when me and my girl are rolling around tickling each other or we have a family grocery shopping trip. (However I would have to say that grocery trips to the store by myself are always refreshing). I love those family dinners or those big family hugs we have every night before we go to bed. I love these things and wouldn't trade it for the world however sometimes I need some quite time.
I love my daughter with all of my heart but sometimes I just want a date night without my sweet girl. I just want out of this house more, Sometimes I feel I am being smothered by everything that I have going on. Its overwelming at times and sometimes the only one holding me together is God.
Every day is something new and every day I can start over and try to attempt to finish everything on my list. However most of the time that does not happen. I can't always finish everything and I am not perfect, I love that no matter what is happening and how not perfect I am that I am still a total princess and amazing in God's eyes.
Yes I would have to say that I completely complained throughout this whole blog post but heck sometimes you just gotta vent.....
