Need some quiet time

I love all the hustle and bustle in my life but sometimes its just too much. Right now I should be doing school so I can catch up however it seems that every time I am about to start I am pulled in another direction or having to calm my wild child down. Every moment its a cartoon theme song in my head, cleaning, or having these words come out of my mouth: "Would you like a peach muffin, biscuit, corn bread, or hushpuppys?"!
I just feel like I need some quiet time, maybe a day on the beach, or some spa time. I think I just need a girls day just for me! Noone else BUT me!! I went shopping the other day with my gift card at Rue 21 and that was one of the greatest hours of my year thus far. No 3 year old asking me a million questions, no running 50 thousand refills to the same table and only getting tipped 2 dollars.
Don't get me wrong...I love those moments when me and my girl are rolling around tickling each other or we have a family grocery shopping trip. (However I would have to say that grocery trips to the store by myself are always refreshing).  I love those family dinners or those big family hugs we have every night before we go to bed. I love these things and wouldn't trade it for the world however sometimes I need some quite time.

I love my daughter with all of my heart but sometimes I just want a  date night without my sweet girl.  I just want out of this house more, Sometimes I feel I am being smothered by everything that I have going on. Its overwelming at times and sometimes the only one holding me together is God.

Every day is something new and every day I can start over and try to attempt to finish everything on my list. However most of the time that does not happen. I can't always finish everything and I am not perfect, I love that no matter what is happening and how not perfect I am that I am still a total princess and amazing in God's eyes.
Yes I would have to say that I completely complained throughout this whole blog post but heck sometimes you just gotta vent.....

Haven't wrote this much in a while....

Goodness Words cannot describe my love for Addison today. She is just being so cute and I just realized how blessed I really am. From the way she crinkles her nose to her sassy diva attitude, she is just my everything. I love hearing her sing "Who let the dogs out? " off of the rugrats in Paris movie! hehe, she is so much like me and then she is soo much like her daddy. She really does believe she is a princess and its really the cutest thing ever. I love you my Addison Grace  and I love your little heart for God. I hope you always keep that within you! I hope you always know that Jesus is there no matter what troubles your heart! I love you little one!

I need to get a charger for my camera and really start trying to take more pictures of her! I think I need to start blogging more and keeping of with things for her. I keep up with pictures usually pretty good but since my camera battery has been missing I have definately been slacking. So excited to get hers done by Julie at Precious Jules Photos this fall and winter!!! Can't wait to see how much bigger she has gotten since last years fall and Christmas pics! So excited because this year she is getting them done with my best friend's kids who Addison and I adore. I love my Joey Jay and Skylar Faith sooo much! Sweet babies!!

                                                              Very first tutu I made : )

Relay just passed a few weeks ago and it was pretty awesome!! We had an amazing team this year who all sported the Purple warrior shirts!! We have made a total a little over $3,500 which I think is pretty awesome. So proud of our team and so happy I got to spend that awesome night with all of you awesome ladies and awesome guys! All of these pictures were also

Love seeing all of the survivors

Bows featured at our tent 

                                  Contest on best decorated bra or best decorated mens underwear representing the different cancers

Sooo excited about something that me and my best frannndd Dallas are doing together. We have finally decided to start our own store on etsy and facebook page for our new small business called The Faithie-Grace Boutique. We are so excited and would love for you to come check us out!! Here is a sample of some of our work : )

Sooo excited about something that me and my best frannndd Dallas are doing together. We have finally decided to start our own store on etsy and facebook page for our new small business called The Faithie-Grace Boutique. Here is a few pics of  some of our stuff : )

So hopeful and excited on where my life is going. Thanking God for everything!! Can't for the holidays to be here, my favorite time of the year : )

"I Do" ....3 Years Later

Today makes 3 years since I said I Do to Justin Biggs. 3 years since my last name changed and my life changed. Everything that has happened in these 3 years have taught me so much. I love Justin with all of my heart and I am so thankful for the man God gave me. He is a wonderful father and provider. He is also a wonderful husband, even though we have our issues I love him so much and I know that God will bless our marriage. These verses have came to my mind the past week and a dear friend posted the same verse yesterday maybe its God telling me something. : )

1 Corinthians 13: 4-8

Love is Patient, Love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. ⁵ It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. ⁶ Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. ⁷ It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.

 ⁸ Love never fails.

So here is to 3 years of saying "I do".. I love you Justin!

I love you Justin Biggs forever and always!

Its Another Blue's Clue's Day....Todayyyy

Do I have a life honestly? I sometimes ask myself this question. I mean really I can sing every word to every single Nick jr. show but I hardly know anything on the radio. Its really kinda pathetic. I mean I feel like I clean one minute and the next my little Hurricane Addison comes through and rips it apart and really does worse then a natural disaster could sometimes. I mean she just sits there and giggles about it, and well when you see those big brown eyes look up at you well you can't help but giggle too. I have read those books to help you get organized but does that ever REALLY happen with toddlers. I mean if I put stuff in one basket and have it properly set then I can almost place a bet on it that if I don't have it in a room with a child lock on it that I am screwed. I am really screwed if there is a pen around.....duh duh duh!!! I mean I am not sure what it is with kids and their love for tearing up their mother's notebook every single time she gets a new one, but man they are good at it. I think kids have this radar that when they see something new that mommy has that well it can't stay new or not colored on, or having red juice spilled all over it in which causes the new notebook to be ruined.  Yep been there! Have you? Maybe not even juice but how about sneaking in the cabinets getting cereal out and carrying it around. AHH!! Gotta love it especially all of the new little pets that you receive when you don't find the food until days later, haha. I mean it has to be some sort of thrill to them to be sitting there chomping on Captain Crunch and then hiding the bag where mommy dearest can't find it. Honestly kids are such a handful but I am so happy to have my hands filled with the best little girl in the world. So instead of feeling like I don't have a life at least I can say that along with stepping on toys every ten minutes or clearing out ants from under the bed every few days that I get to enjoy the best smile in the world. I love it when she giggles or when my 3 year old starts singing, honestly its like the best song ever. As many times as I wanna run and hide and get 3 minutes alone, I am so happy that I am not alone. I love my Addison grace and you know what....It's another Blue's Clues Day...... : )

In Honor of Caylee Marie: Let's not forget the missing!

In Honor of Caylee Marie

Every day there are children who go missing just like Caylee Anthony. Caylee's story was tragic and I totally believe that Casey Anthony is guilty. Maybe not of outright murder but honestly as a mother there is no way I would think to make an "accident" look like a "murder".  However as wrong as I think this is there isn't anything I can do, the jury has spoken.  There is a much higher judgement that will come to whomever did this to this beautiful little girl. 

I have decided that I want to start finding out more and more about missing children. So I have taken a very huge liking to Nancy Grace and her passion for finding lost children so here are just a few to look at who are missing. 

Missing: Gabriel Johnson

TIPLINE: 1-210-207-7273
Age now: 1
Vanished: 12/27/2009
From: Tempe, AZ
Height: 2’0”
Weight: 20 lbs
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Blue

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Missing: Lauren Spierer

Age: 20

Last seen: 6/3/2011

From: Bloomington, Indiana

Height: 4'11"

Weight: 90-100 lbs

Hair: Blonde

Eyes: Blue

TIPLINE: 812-339-4477

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Missing: Kayla May Berg

TIPLINE: 715-627-6411
Age: 15
From: Wausau, Wisconsin
Vanished: August 11, 2009
Height: 5’2”
Weight: 109lbs
Hair: Brown
Eyes: Brown
Characteristics:
-Scar on right shin
-Small chicken pox scars on right cheek & right side of her nose
-Navel pierced, ears double-pierced

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Missing: Haleigh Cummings

Tipline: 1-888-277-TIPS
Reward: $30,000
Missing Since: February 9, 2009
Missing From: Satsuma, Florida
Classification: Endangered Missing
Age at disappearance: 5
Height: 3 Feet
Weight: 39 lbs
Eyes: Brown
Hair: Strawberry-Blonde
Identifying marks:
-Birthmark on left cheek and back

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There are so many children and people who are missing everyday! These are just a few in which have been posted in different places! Please look at these photos and think about if you have ever seen these children or if you know anything about them. 

In honor of Caylee Marie Anthony

RIP Sweet Angel